Chapter 1 – Premonition

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The coming of Trump is not a random coincidence that just happened by itself, but like any other major historical events, it has multi-facet historical and social-political causes. Many experts who study history and politics have written articles and books extensively on this topic, and many more books were written about Trump and this time. I am not here to add more comments on those materials, as I mentioned previously, I am not such an expert, neither have I studied American history, social or political sciences. 

But what I am bringing here are my personal experiences, what I have gone through along with others who are on the spiritual path and who may understand the significance of the Trump’s Era from a very different perspective.

In particular, I’d like to share a piece of my personal account a few years back before Trump first appeared on the national stage. The time was related to 2012. Those of you who are familiar with the new age teachings probably remember the kind of excitements, activities, and various schools of thoughts on the topic of 2012. It was about the “End of the World” or “A New Beginning”, which emerged at that time and was often looked upon as a new age hype with no scientific basis.

As I was exploring the spiritual path back then, I have come across these topics in various forms and occasions, including Eastern and Western religions, Native American traditions, and scientific studies on natural habitats and environment. Among all these diverse sources, there seemed to something coherent like a consensus emerging. The observation was that our society was entering a special period of time that would be marked by major shifts and changes on a large scale, both in the natural environment as well in our mental field and in society as a result. Exactly what these changes are, some people may already have seen a glimpse, yet many others were not aware. 

Back in 2011, I was working as a holistic health consultant in a west Houston wellness center. It was situated in a typical office building in a business area, shared with other shops and offices. One morning in the summertime, as I walked into the office building, I saw a man wearing a strange neon yellow colored jacket walking around in the lobby area. His clothing suggested that he was working either as a security officer or maintenance worker. I walked past him and didn’t pay much attention.

After some time, the front desk assistant in my office came to ask me that someone was at the door. I walked to the front and saw the same person with the neon jacket, so I thought he came to do his regular maintenance work. Instead, I was surprised to hear that he was a volunteer with a local charity organization and was asking for support of a neighborhood community event. He brought a folder with him, which had the introduction to the organization and the event. The materials seemed to be genuine and legitimate so we exchanged a few sentences and I agreed to give him a small donation. He also took an interest in the work I did at that time, which was in holistic health and wellness. At the front desk, he flipped through the brochure we had in the office, and I mentioned to him a few services we offered.

After a couple more hours passed, the front desk called me that the same man was back again. This time he wanted to know more about our office and talk to me more about the services. I thought he may be interested in trying out so I agreed to meet him for the second time. 

We had a pleasant conversation and he listened attentively with a great deal of interest in my area of work. Towards the end, the man (“John” as a pseudonym) revealed to me that he was involved in a fatal traffic accident about half a year ago, and still had some health issues he was working through. He said he was glad to run into our office while visiting the area, and thought about stopping by again to learn more. 

I was surprised to hear about the fatal accident he went through, as he looked perfectly healthy and energetic, in fact, even more so than other regular people. John noticed my surprise and offered some more proof. It was quite shocking to say the least, what he revealed to me afterwards. 

He opened his folder from the back side, and showed me photos, police and medical reports about his accident. He had a head-on collision with another car driving at night, and was sent to ICU immediately afterwards. He lived in the hospital for more than a month, going through numerous surgeries to fix his body, until he could survive and come out of there alive. He showed me the hospital discharge notes, which quite interestingly, said something to the effect that John recovered beyond a normal process. Apparently the doctors didn’t expect him to make it through, and somehow he came back alive and even left the hospital in a few weeks. 

John then told me that he had extraordinary experiences during his ICU stay and during his recovery in the hospital. He was out of his body and drifted to “the other side” a number of times. There he met “doctors” in the other realm, who not only operated on him, but also “collaborated” with the doctors who worked in the hospital. While the medical doctors fixed his broken bones and organs, doctors on the other side helped by putting back the energetic grid inside his body. 

In addition to these operations, he also met a personal teacher who served as an advisor and helped him go through the healing process. The advisor also taught him about the health of the body, how it functions energetically, and how to recover from major physical and psychological trauma like what John went through. This was why he was able to recover rather quickly, and somehow came back from the brink of death. He said he was still having some trouble with his back and injured organs, and continued with the healing exercises taught by his teacher ever since. This was why he was interested to learn more about what I was doing in my work at that time.

In a scientific term, what John went through was essentially a Near Death Experience (NDE). To say that I was caught in a big surprise was an understatement, as not only NDE was the subject of my interest and study at that time, but also, I was precisely working in the same area of John has learnt in his NDE – how the body functions energetically and the secrets of health by maintaining the integrity of the body-mind-spirit.

But why did he put these materials on the back of his folder? Why did he show me these records? How did he end up in my office? My rational mind trained by many years of working in academic medicine could not grapple with what had just happened and had more questions than answers. 

Sensing my skepticism, John explained to me that he carried the folder almost like a Bible, to remind himself what he went through – how much he treasured every day of his life afterwards, and how much he wanted to help others who were going through difficult times. This was why he switched his job to work for the charity organization and social welfare. If he sensed his story may help others and if they are receptive to it, he would share his experiences. In that way, he was almost becoming a storyteller or a preacher of some kind.

Before meeting John, I was exploring the path of holistic health and spiritual healing while working in the wellness office. One of my favorite topics, and the exact same topic that had taken me out of academic medicine but opened the door to holistic health, was NDE. I studied the subject extensively and met quite a few people who had the experiences, and who for some reason came to my office and shared their life stories which they would not reveal with others. Back at that time, the research field of NDE had just started, which received more skepticism than acceptance. John’s experience was also quite representative among the people who had gone through NDE, in the way how NDE could bring a dramatic change to a person’s perspective, in both their physical and spiritual health.

Following his initial visit, we agreed to meet several times afterwards to discuss and exchange personal notes on what we have learnt from our individual experiences. It was very satisfying to share our common interest in healing work and our deeper connection on a spiritual level. 

In one of such meetings during the spring of 2012, we started to talk about what would happen in 2012 and changes that might be coming around the world, as this topic was of great interest to many practitioners in the holistic field. Again, to my surprise, he shared with me, that during one of the meetings he had with his advisor in his NDE, his teacher revealed to him something extraordinary that was about to happen in the near future. The essence of the message was the following.

“Humanity on the Earth is going through a major transition. The peak of the change will be marked by a war, a spiritual war to be exact. It is a war between the Truth and falseness, real and illusions. It is also a war between the new and old, a brighter future versus the dark past. There are two forces at play, one attempts to keep the old paradigm and power structure, the other wants to break away and start something new. This war will continue for years but will be officially started by the arrival of the “King of Chaos”, released from the Dark Side.

When he comes, half of the world would see him as a devil, while the other half worships him as a god.This is how the war will break out. 

But his coming is also to serve a high purpose: the old must die, so the new can rise. This is the order of the Universe. He is here to quicken the process and wake up the masses, though much of what he does will be on the destructive side.

Yet change will not happen without difficulties. It is like giving birth: the birth of a New Humankind. There will be a risk to the mother and struggle of the newborn. There is a chance that the birth may not succeed or survive…”

As John was reciting what his teacher was telling him, vivid imagery flashed through my mind like a movie opened up itself. Part of Earth would be burning in fire, like the fire of hell, while other parts flooded in heavy storms with dark clouds. Polarization and intense conflicts would be the characters of this special period of time.

This “King of Chaos” would arrive and stand up on stage, dressed in a robe like an old king, giving a sermon or speech of some kind. Half of the people would kneel down to worship him, and the other half fighting back. They would be consumed by intense emotions, with their hearts burned in anger and hatred, their minds overwhelmed and run chaotic.

At the same time, the “King of Chaos” would bring out all the negativities and darkside of the human soul, hideous yet hidden, covered by hypocrisy and pretense previously. They are like poisonous snakes that had been hiding underground, but now swirling out to be released in the open, so that people can see them and destroy them. As such, the rebirth of a New Humankind would arrive, shedding and shredding the dark Karma of the past, clearing the heavy debts that had burdened humanity for too long. 

The imagery was so intense that it left my eyes and head burning when it came through, as if a CD was being etched in my memory. It was also appalling and astonishing, as I could not comprehend the amount of information coming down, nor the degree of reality it was presenting itself. 

“A King of Chaos? Half of the world would see him as a devil, and the other half would see him as a god? How could this be possible?! This sounds ridiculou!” My skeptical rational mind had a hard time accepting what I had just seen and heard, which appeared more like a mythological movie or fairytale of some sort. In disbelief, I tried to digress the topic and went over other materials that were more relevant to us at that time. We never got a chance to revisit the subject afterwards.

Unfortunately, I lost contact with John and was not able to connect with him since then. As I could not fully comprehend the imagery and messages he brought to me, neither could I relate them to practical use, I decided to put them aside and let them sit somewhere in my subconsciousness like a book being put high on the shelf. 

At the same time, I searched many places and studied different schools of thoughts. Among a wide range of topics and diverse voices I have gathered and sifted through, from mainstream scientific studies to new age teachings, from religious lineages to indigenous sources, there was something emerging and coherent that I could sense. And the messages bore a familiarity with the imagery I saw during the session with the man in my office.

These messages all pointed out to a tsunami of changes and transformations that were coming to the horizon. Accompanying the changes, there would be major challenges, some of them may be brought by natural disasters, as well as shifts in our conscious mind, in our personal life and relationships, that many people would have to go through. These transformations are necessary, again, for us to see the hidden patterns in our mind, to shed the heavy karma of the past, and for something completely new to be born. Humanity is going through a rebirth, in a sense, individually and collectively. 

But what would this process entail and what changes may be coming? I wondered many times afterwards. As a result, I gathered and organized what I have learnt and received in a lengthy article on my website, hoping it would help more people go through this intense period of time that will be marked by what I called a “Polarity Shift” or a transition phase. For those of you who have little patience to go through this book, you are welcome to read through that article to get a glimpse of what it is about.

Published by Helen Shih

I have been having trouble answering these questions for a while, "Who I am and what I do?" Part of the reason is people's role can be so different and dynamic, that it is difficult to capture it by a few words. Any label can be disserving and deceiving. But a few hats I wear are: community organizer, thought leader, scientist, homemaker, teacher, motivator, etc. In the past, I have worked in academic medicine (MD Anderson Cancer Center, Houston, Texas), scientific research (medical imaging and radiation oncology), holistic health, spiritual healing, and latest, environmental issues, political awakening, and community organizing. I'd like to help people reawakening to their inner essence and to live differently, to be more conscientious, to rebuild a new kind of community - a community that is perhaps deeply connected more on the soul level in our human hearts, more friendly to each other, and more respectful to nature. In other words, the type of human beings whom we truly are and whom we want our children to be. When I was working in radiation physics, we have a scientific term called "free radicals" that is used to refer to a group of ions that are highly dynamic, energetic, and will cause structural changes to others along the path of movement. As a physicist, I am used to see people and society in such a way, that perhaps we are all particles, elements and molecules in the great Universe. So maybe I fit into the group of "free radicals", who are here to deliver energy and cause changes to others, along our path of interaction. It does not mean being socially "radical", quite on the contrary, I am in many ways a social norm rather than an extremist. But what I mean here is energetically, we are highly dynamic and impactful, That's the word I was looking for, "social impact". Our society needs change, and the changes need to come fast, before it is too late, before it destroys all other species on this planet.

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